you list all the ways you have thought to kill yourself recite them like a register at school each name that familiar stranger somewhere within the playground of your house I want to die your voice is the smell of soil after rainfall I know the word but here it is meaningless much like my own words I try to bandage you in here my words are the paracetamol to your cancer here my heart plays the innocent child you the angry father brandishing your belt
Dale Booton (he/him) is a twenty-seven year old queer poet from Birmingham. His poetry has been published in various places, such as Verve, Young Poets Network, Ligeia, Queerlings, Fahmidan, Tealight Press, Dreich, Spelt, Acid Bath Publishing, Corporeal, en*gendered, and Muswell Press. He recently hosted the Young Poets Takeover at Verve Poetry Festival. He is currently working on his first pamphlet. Twitter: @BootsPoetry
